i'm rarely ever affected by other people's situations

but when it comes to those who are close to me,

it does have an affect.

i mean, it's none of my business, i know

but when i see you cry multiple times,

i sympathize.

as much as i try to act like i have no feelings,

i feel compassion for those i love.

and i love you. you are my best friend here.

when i see that you are hurt, i feel hurt as well.

i try to support you behind all of your decisions

and i don't voice myself when i feel like those decisions are not the best.

now i feel like i'm not a supportive friend by being passive.

i should have my voice heard.

this shouldn't be any of my business,

but after seeing that you've been hurt so badly

i can't help but cry.

i love you a lot, and i can't bear to see you like this.

i'm sorry that i couldn't stay with you for the night,

but i'm weak and i can't see you like this anymore.

i'm not a strong enough person.

but maybe that's what you need to see.

you need to see that this not only affects you,

but it affects those around you.

the ones you love.

we can't bear to see you like this anymore.

you need to stand up and stop this chaos.

we love you too much to see you so hurt.

i'm going to talk to you about this,

i need to show you how much of an affect this has

on your entire life.