one hundred times

this is my hundredth post.
what does it mean?
nothing, really.
just that i post a lot.
and i have like,
176 views,
which i am extremely surprised about.
people actually read this?
no,
they probably just stumble upon it then leave.

new life church!
how i've missed thee.

ok,
i'm moving on to the original reason for this post:

my future.

i have decided (early on) that i will leave everything up to God.
one night i listened to a speaker who said
God laughs at our plans for the future
because chances are,
those plans are probably different from what God has in store for us.
wherever i feel God leading me towards,
i will go.
i'm going with the flow.
which leads me to the Ancient Chinese philosophy, Daoism (Taoism)
Daoism is basically the philosophy of just allowing life to happen without interference.
it's not something i've recently discovered.
in Tripping last year,
one of the most memorable phrases i've picked up from Mr. McCullough is
"Accept what is" (along with "Always with heart")
The presence of Daoism has been evident in my life,
but it's just recently discovered the name of
(which was in my world history class last quarter)

it just makes so much sense to me.
i wish i had a good analogy to go with this,
but all the ones i'm thinking of kinda suck.
my mom is good with analogies.
i need to learn from her.

but yeah.
Daoism.
it's great.
i've been meaning to buy this.
so far, i've just been going to bookstores and reading bits of it.
i'llget it eventually.
also,
i need to read everything by A.A Milne, author of Winnie the Pooh.
why?
'cause i less than three pooh.