beautiful boy

wednesday night i went out to dinner with my family

we went to this small korean restaurant in hayward.

my dad saw a man he knew,

and when my dad introduced my brother and i,

the man just commented on how beautiful my brother's eyes were,

and how much he resembled some korean actor.

then after that man left,

my dad saw this other man he knew,

and again

this man commented on my brother's beauty.

and me?

"oh, you're eighteen?

you don't look a year over fifteen"

thanks.










i hate how now that it's over,

kind of,

i'm thinking about it more

and missing it more.

but what am i to do?