do you feel

i've come to the realization that i don't know how to feel appropriate feelings.

i don't know how to be angry

i smile and usually laugh during sad situations

and cry after a movie's happy ending.

when i get angry, i'm only angry for a split second,

and then i either shrug it off or nearly cry.

this makes me want to cry.

everything makes me want to cry today.

i don't like it.