well, i guess if it’s happened with laughing in my sleep, the opposite could occur.
highlights:
- me being sick in Sweden & having to call the cops/ambulance
- the cop car getting hijacked by a robber(?)
- people right next to me getting shot
- me almost getting shot
- people trying to help us
- my having the opportunity to shot the bad guy
- not being able to shoot the bad guy because i can’t kill anyone
- so i shoot at the air instead to prevent anyone else getting hurt
- last bullet ending up in bad guy’s neck because someone grabs the gun from me
- finally being reunited with my family
- trying to cope with the aftermath of what just happened
- family dinner/funeral
- Aunt who passed away last December makes a cameo (she never died in my dream, but every time i dream about her it evokes a lot of emotion)
- dad and cousin fighting over nothing
- dishes breaking
- trying to keep my cool
- emotional breakdown
- mom rubbing my back telling me that it’s okay to cry in situations like this
then i actually wake up sobbing.
this might be in connection with me Skyping with my mom slightly buzzed at 5am last night/morning. i guess i really miss her more than my conscious self realizes..
and damn, my dreams are way too vivid.
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