habits

i've picked up some strange habits

during my time here so far.

for instance,

everytime i go to someone's house

and i use their bathroom

i always make sure to smell their towel

before drying my hands.

i've run into too many situations

involving stinky towels transferring their smell

onto my hands

and having such an acute sense of smell,

it's really really really bothersome.

my dreams are so vivid

sometimes i can't tell whether they were actually dreams or not

it's actually a bit scary to think about,

is this really happening?

or is it just a figment of my imagination?

for all i know

i'm dreaming right now

and i'll be waking up in a bit

wondering if this post actually happened or not.


and the cycle continues..

The dishes are slowly disappearing from the cupboards
and ending up strewn all over the kitchen counter,
pieces of leftover food drying up and crusting..

The urge to get up and wash them and
put them back in their respectable place is so irresistible,
but you know what?
I'm not going to do the dishes.
Because none of those dirty plates, bowls, and silverware are mine!
I've been so busy lately, I rarely ever home for more than an hour
and have no time to eat at all.

Should i just do the dishes, and be the bigger man here?

the sounds are coming to ucsb
friday was fun
saturday started fun,
going to red rock(this is red rock, it is amazing. we jump off it.)
but that night was a drag.
sunday was chill,
grocery shopping,
cleaning the house
church.
i love my church.
it's great.

today was a sucks day.
dropped my makeup brush down the toilet
ate it while skating,
so bad i rolled into a parked car.
(luckily the street was emtpy)

Friday, I'm in Love

You guys, i really like being the responsible one.
it feels good to take care of someone,
even when they don't really need to be taken care of..
well, sometimes they do.

i'm pretty sure i live on the best street ever.
Pardall is what everyone calls "IV's downtown"

next saturday,
there's going to be a carnival!
with a ferris wheel!!!

so excited.

i made cheeseburger cupcakes today
www.jferlee.tumblr.com
check it.

wild young hearts

it's been a long, long time since i've last blogged here.
what to say..
summer was pretty great,
and i'm back in IV.
I'm so glad to say that i still love it here so much.
The environment, our house..
our house is great.
we live right along the border of IV and campus,
so we often just sit outside our house, watching the people walk/bike/skate/etc.
back and forth from class.
and i have a hammock!
set up right outside our house, so i can just lay back and chill.
the girls next door are our old floormates,
love them to death.
the guys upstairs are so chill, and pretty pretty i must say.

and school!
i've missed school a lot too.
i've missed learning, as much as i kind of dread waking up,
it's not so bad anymore, now that i can just walk right on campus.
i'm taking a really heavy load this quarter (twenty-one units!)
but there isn't a class i want to drop, i love them all.
okay, maybe i don't really love math that much,
but it's a necessity.

well.
there's a lot more i want to say
but i 'm getting kind of bored of typing
i'll leave with these lyrics (wild young hearts by the noisettes)
i feel like this describes life really well for me.

And while the city sleeps
I won't weep because I didn't keep
My boyfriend and the summer's is here again
And the leaves are golden
Under the grand silver birch tree

While we're thinking bout the people we meet
Dancing feet, wasters on the cover of a magazine
People you've kissed, people you lust
And the one's that you might not
Ever remember what's the use

I'm not what I was last summer
Not who I was in the spring
Tell me, tell me, tell me when will we learn
We love it and we leave it and we watch it burn
Damn these wild young hearts
Damn these wild young hearts

Now that the city's awake, my heart aches
Oh what a silly mistake it seems I've made
You left your keys under my bed
Left a thumpin in my head
I would say sorry, what's the use

Cause, I'm not what I was last September
And I don't wear the same robes in May
We know we shouldn't do it, but we do it anyway
We know we might regret it but it seemed ok
Damn this wild young heart
Damn this wild young heart
Damn this wild young heart

If now is forever then what's to prove
Cause it won't be the same next summer
And I guess I'll see you in the spring
Somebody tell me, tell me, tell me, when will I learn
I love it and I leave it and I watch it burn
Damn this wild young heart
I told you damn this wild young heart
Damn this wild young
Tell me, tell me, tell me when will I learn
Damn this wild young heart