HARD: BLOODY BEETROOTS

the bloody beetroots put on one of the most amazing shows ever,

almost right after Muse..

everyone went crazy when steve aoki came out and sang with them..

the opening DJ's were whatever,

Designer drugs was pretty gnarly.

Overall, my first "rave" was a pretty good experience

but honestly,

i think i was happiest when i was driving home with my friends,

amy, kristen, brian, mike.

I didn't say anything,

but just being in the car with them

and thinking about all of the crazy shit we've done together..

big bear, backpacking, HARD...

i'm really glad to have met them here,

they're making my college experience so memorable.

"i wanted to call you and tell you that i love you, and thank you for being such a good daughter.."

the aches i felt in my heart when my mom said this to me

makes me feel so guilty

because of all of the things i do while I'm away from home,

but at the same time glad

because at least she has me to think of

and be proud of in her own times of hardship.